its been three weeks since i last saw you
leaving high street behind and by extention leaving me
you made it look so easy

you said we’d stay together while youre gone
but that was only before she came along
i hope your happy, but you said i was all you wanted once

and is she pretty more conventionally than me and does she sing
all your favorite songs and write you some and send them every week
and is it better being with her than it ever was with me
maybe i just tried too hard but you said she would never come between

oh tell me, why’d you leave it all behind
giving me nothing but you keep me hanging on
you call and say to me that everything’s alright
but how can i beleive you when you’re hanging out with her

i wanna leave you but you don’t wanna be friends
i wanna tell you that everythings gonna end
i wanna scream but keep it in my chest
cause im not the kind of person to make a scene at your expense

i tell you all the time dear
ive been waiting
for you

im trying
so hard
to be someone that you'd come back to

all my friends have packed and theyre pissed at me
cause ive been an ass and i wanna say im sorry
but that doesnt mean much anymore

and theyll replace me with someone better
who has less crappy days and doesnt leave group messages
on Thursdays cuz i feel so much better when im hated

and is she pretty more conventionally than me and does she sing
all your favorite songs and write you some and send them every week
and is it better playing with her than it ever was with me
maybe i just tried too hard but you said that would never come between

i tell you all the time that
ive been trying
for you

im losing
my grip
On being someone that you'd come back to

oh tell me why’d you leave it all behind
you give me nothing but you keep me hanging on
you call and say to me that everythings alright
but how can i believe you when youre hanging out with her

i wanna leave you but you dont wanna be friends
i wanna tell you that everything’s gonna end
i wanna scream but i keep it in my chest
cause im not the kind of person to make a scene at your expense

im tired of being told that its all in my head
i said she made me insecure, you didnt care
im at the point of throwing hands up in the air
cause i cant tell whats real or if im being gaslighted

i wanna leave you but you dont wanna be friends
i wanna tell you that everything’s gonna end
i wanna scream but i keep it in my chest
cause i’ve never been the type to fuck you over like that